'Gamang',
'Terhenyak',
'Merana',
'Kisruh',
'Terkuras'... ?
Listening to a 24-minute talk was never that hard to bear. The words were swinging and swaying through the thin cold air in my office room. They wanted to reach my brain and my heart. Struggled to penetrate through the tiniest molecule tissue of my skin.
To no avail.
Long before, this heart was warm, succulent, juicy, welcoming, full of life, and opened the soul to all as beautiful. Just a few moonlights ago, this brain was working its way towards nothing but positiveness and calmness. Oh, yeah. And happiness. No matter how hard it was imagined to reach.
I thought you're in this together. I thought you'll reach out long enough to make things right. I thought we could still see eye to eye. Just like what you used to do. No matter what the circumstances are.
To no avail.
Long before, this heart was warm, succulent, juicy, welcoming, full of life, and opened the soul to all as beautiful. Just a few moonlights ago, this brain was working its way towards nothing but positiveness and calmness. Oh, yeah. And happiness. No matter how hard it was imagined to reach.
I thought you're in this together. I thought you'll reach out long enough to make things right. I thought we could still see eye to eye. Just like what you used to do. No matter what the circumstances are.
That was then.
This is now.
By choice or not, there's a path to take.
Either it leads to the so-called compromise, or destruction.
This is going to be the most difficult promise I have to keep.
Help me God. :Y
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