To do the right thing is not always easy. I don't know why that applies to me, ever so often. I always think that making the decision is hard already so at least God could be merciful enough to let me 'live' the consequences well and 'reward' me with peace after the 'ordeal'.
I guess God needs to test me from time to time. Perhaps it's just His way of reminding me so I won't be so snobbish. It is, I guess, His own way to test how strong my heart is to live with the consequences of my decisions.
He makes all the good choices so hard to get and the bad ones so tempting and so reachable. At times, my bad choices just come after me as if they knew that I don't want them. As if they knew that I still have that humane quality and it's not impossible that I might have a change of heart.
As long as my time on earth concerned, I've never been more sure about my choices as the choices I've made now. However rocky the road I have to take, shall it be full of laughters, tears or pains, I know He's with me. Like He always is.
I guess God needs to test me from time to time. Perhaps it's just His way of reminding me so I won't be so snobbish. It is, I guess, His own way to test how strong my heart is to live with the consequences of my decisions.
He makes all the good choices so hard to get and the bad ones so tempting and so reachable. At times, my bad choices just come after me as if they knew that I don't want them. As if they knew that I still have that humane quality and it's not impossible that I might have a change of heart.As long as my time on earth concerned, I've never been more sure about my choices as the choices I've made now. However rocky the road I have to take, shall it be full of laughters, tears or pains, I know He's with me. Like He always is.
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