By Divine Permit Only

It's weird.
You usually let me breathe a while before giving me another blow.

What's up with now? A second blow only after a few seconds?

Does it mean that I passed the last blow with flying colors so You decide to give me some more? I get to go to the next level then? Alhamdulillah.

Or was my score so unsatisfactory that You were disappointed in me? Was I too proud about myself? Was I out of line? Did I do anything that displeased You? Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me.

Nothing happens without Your permission. That much I know.

Photo: A public mosque on Jl. Dewi Sartika area

4 comments:

salty soup said...

hang in there mba :))

i dont feel like blogging anymore, but feel like commenting :))

Daffodil said...

awww!
how can i pay the courtesy of commenting theeeen? :-(((

Kenny Sanjaya said...

it's not about you or what you did not do, mate. But whatever it is, or why it happens, I am sure it's for your own good. It's for your own good and the best for you. Keep my finger crossed, for you.

Daffodil said...

thanks. :-)
i just want to pass this one and get on with my life. whatever 'life' means.