Last Try

After a long thought, I'm down with one conclusion: I never want to leave in the first place.

The other stuff are just additional mind games.

The offer.
The hopes people put on my shoulders. (What the heck?)
The congratulations.(The eeearly oneeees)
The suddenly-want-to-become my friends.
The future office politics.
The planning.
The staffing.
The shifty-nifty-wreck about which field I have to work in.
The victim of power dispute.
The bitter truth about who you think you know.
The talkers. And the mockers.


I have forgotten my own principal in doing things: Any heart should be set straight before deciding where one is going. I have my heart set straight. And soon, even when I know I have only a very slight chance, I am giving my last shot a try.

6 comments:

salty soup said...

mau kemana sih mba?
mau kemari yah?
yuk yuk.. cepetan yak..
:))
bawa dandang sama bumbu pecel yak.. sama bumbu dapur.. hehe biar bisa nyomay sama nyate padang..*tetep*

Daffodil said...

ingetin bawa santan bubuk ya. :-)))

Kenny Sanjaya said...

enjoy the journey...ad treasure it. My best wish for u all the way

Daffodil said...

thanks. after this one, there's going to be another journey and many more. here or there. :-))

Je said...

the journey is long, yet beneficial right? later,...

Daffodil said...

you seem so sure, Je.:-)