Fasting month is always welcomed as a mellow moment for me since my mom's death almost three years ago. I think I am traumatized by what had happened then. A few months before her death, my mom was actually showing many signs that she wouldn't be around much anymore. Once, she fainted after our early breakfast. I was there to hold her shoulder and she suddenly collapsed in my arms. Her body was surprisingly heavy so I shouted to ask for help. After a minute passed, she finally came around.
My mom actually was not supposed to fast but she had this strong will as if she had known what's going to happen.She prayed more and cited prayers till more than 1000 counts of Allah's names everyday.
Ramadhan and mom.... :-(
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