It comes when I'm 'weary': when some people just want 'too much' of me sometimes. It bothers me when I'm feeling helpless:looking at things, happening for the wrong reasons and not able to do anything. Or,when a mere crazy hormone strikes! :-)
No, it's never about money or position. It's more about having a chance to fulfill that thirst for being a better person whoever or whatever you are: a teacher, a supervisor, a housewife, a woman. To be a free soul is definitely going to accommodate that.
'Worldly needs' or 'worries' certainly is the biggest consideration. Lucky are those who could gain the free soul spirit which makes them feel 'fulfilled' and they managed to get the 'worldly' stuff out of the way.... In reality, many aren't brave enough to hold the heart and make way for that self-fulfillment. Sad to say, perhaps I belong to this later group.
The fact that now I'm thinking about this 'mind-burdening' stuff is a prove of something. My hormone is at work again, I'm afraid.Or is it the afternoon discussion I had with friends today?
I just hope this time THE question won't linger long.
To stay? Or to leave?
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