I've never had thought that the journey of my life could bring me to this episode. The surroundings that used to stay so tough broke its silence and changed into an earthquake with its deafening cracks and doomsday-like chaos.
Arranging my thoughts and keeping my mind on the right track for the good of my family never left my mind.They had become my shadow. Day and night.Whenever I'm alone or in a crowd. In short, I am terrified.
Terrified of what this stage would bring: the legal status and its impact, the person who seems too happy to realize that being worried like what I felt was something totally normal and not the thought of a paranoid comfort zone freak, and other small arrangements like where to stay,for how long, what happens if he's sick.
Call me paranoid. I don't mind. The fact is, I'm terrified.
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