So That It Matters

'to go with the flow'.
That's what people always say. The one-for-all cure.
I wish that it could be that easy. That it could be so easy. It's not.

This 'flow' i am now is not a free-of-bumps ride. Yet, it is definitely a roller coaster and I am the operator of my own cabin. Relying on the ground operator who, at least, provides navigation is very much impossible. He is busy with himself and is not even aware of the deterioration of his already-infamous-reputation. Or, is he?

Like a cabin going on a track, I, the operator has no free will to decide where it goes. It is for the good of the customers. All I know is that I have to keep on operating it until someone could say 'stop' on my behalf. Or when I choose to say it myself at a point in time.

For now, nothing would make me happier than a ride with a bunch of people who probably try hard to enjoy the ride. Whether they like the company or not. I wish that we all tried to make the best of the ride. I wish that everybody just finished and did their own parts. I wish that all had the same minds and thoughts. That everything is for the good of many. I wish.