Yesterday was a hectic day.... I went to teach at 5.55 and had to go straight to HQ in East Jakarta.... i met some people...they gave comments about how pitiful my condition is right now since they know that the position is not really my cup of tea..... hmmm...i got a mixed feeling after i heard that... but then, they also said that it is better for me to move to their department. when i say "to their department" means "the general" and "the specific one".... so i tried to console my mixed feelings which was already doubling by saying that maybe they gave me the comment so a choice to move to their department became a reasonable decision to make... (i know that may not be the case...they are good people... but i couldnt think of a way to distract my attention from the feelings i had...being the wrong person in the wrong position i mean...hiks...).
I had lunch there and met some other guys.... and then...there it was....
an sms....
this is the last thing i want....
another additional shock to add to my already-existed mixed feelings....
i just want to scream....
this cant be happening at the same time....
huhuhu......
as if there hadnt been enough pressure yet for a day....
the test for new customers was in a total mess...
some classes had to be occupied by more than 20 customers....
a class didnt have enough answer sheets so we had to add some more....
some additional answer sheets were of the wrong form....
an examiner who had promised to help suddenly said that she was not in a good mood....
i just couldnt believe it....
all happened at once....
i asked myself....
there must be a big plan from You that i was given such an ordeal,right God?
again...
i just wanted to scream so loud that i would be so very tired afterwards and then i would go to sleep and wake up the next day just thinking that everything was just a dream.......
how i would want that....
how... i would... want ... that....
hiks....
fortunately, i went to PRJ after work so i tried to make myself very tired until i couldnt even think of anything else but going home and sleeping ASAP.... the tour was great.... we bought a couple of stuff: snacks, peanuts, shoes and sandals.... it was a perfect escape for me.... (sigh...)...
about his sms?
i replied: okay.. if thats the way you feel, then i couldnt do anything about it could i?
hehehe....
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