I dont do much socializing recently.I just realized that when a friend i usually go home with from work messaged me: I miss you so.... I know i havent seen her that much,it makes me happy that someone at least misses me for just being me. So i made an effort to go out and have fun and finally socialize a bit. :-)
Being needed at work, however, is not something that i feel proud of recently. With the new position, there should be new job resposibility. When i found out that i still have to give a big hand with the academic work (and i mean B.I.G.) i was in a dilemma. As if trying to resolve everything had not been tough enough, being in the old place means expecting someone to turn his responsibility to me. That happens everytime.
Reluctant to be in the old place? Of course.... Like today. A couple walked into the academic room. They had problem: their kids wanted to study in my institution but they could only study on saturdays. There is no kids' program on saturdays so they had asked for his help. Confused, (i heard how confused he was....) he turned to me with no decision at all. After telling me his excuse that he was going to teach in 3 minutes, he fled leaving me with the couple. I handled their request with a promise to the discuss the matter with my boss.
Afterwards, i asked the secretary, looking for confirmation. He agreed that this person tends to leave everything to me when i am around. He could have decided everything, i am sure of that. But i dunno why he keeps doing that. Hmmm...perhaps i just stay in my new room even during a session before and after my classes. That's really sad because after all i like being in the teachers' room and socialize. Like i said, i dont socialize often lately....
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