Sunday last week was Mom's birthday. The day felt so gloomy. The drizzles certainly helped set that mood. I was home alone from the day before. No, that's not the reason why I felt sad, helpless and angry at the same time.
True. No one mentioned about the birthday or whether they remembered it. It's not okay but it's fine. When I heard about 'the plan' for a family gathering of someone who is a stranger to me on that very day, I totally enter a different 'feeling zone'. Different because I've never felt that way before and mostly because I've never been in the situation involving someone I care about very much and a total stranger.
I thought writing what happened that day would help me describe the feeling ,if not release it, hoping it'll disappear into thin air and I'll never think about it anymore.
But, I was wrong. It's been 4 days and I can still feel the same 'bite', 'pain' and 'fire'.
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