This posting should have come after the report on my trip to PRJ. But after what happened today, I decided that it can wait.
The day started great. I went to the police headquarters to take care of my car documents.Everything was settled. I have to return next week. Though this process has been going on for almost 4 months, I don't mind.Dealing with the authorities is never easy. I've learned that by experience.
Squeezing my schedule with proposals, reports, and requests, I was suddenly at a meeting -- a meeting between my team and the union. They were invited to give input on the company regulation draft we've been working on since January. Sure.We did. We got the 'input',alright. So much 'input', eventhough they didn't even look at our work.
I was very angry. Eventually, my anger gave me a headache.
When I returned, there's another bad news. The prospective client didn't want to close a deal for 2 classes with us. It's a long story. In short, they wanted us to give them a result when they even hadn't made any payment. I had an instinct to insist on not giving them what they want. What happened proved me right. Though my premonition was right, I don't feel happy. I was hoping they would've proven me wrong.
I got more headaches. My face became 'hot'. I was worried that I might blow my own brain up. I cited 'astagfirullah' so many times. I whispered 'laa khaulaa walaa kuwwata illa billaah' countlessly.
Seeking for peace.
I had to cool down. I don't want to waste my time with anger.I'll deal with 'them' later.
Much later....
Life is too precious....
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