I consider myself a strong person, physically. When I was in college, I once held the door closed and pushed it with my right shoulder just to stop a group of 6 girls who tried to enter my room in my boarding house. They were in their best effort to look for a birthday girl who they assumed hiding in my room. There wasn't any girl in my room, but at that time I refused my room to be 'contaminated' by those smoking-and-going-to-discotheque-til-late-at-night girls.
God and everybody knows that I am 'big'. But I managed to finish all the posts during our outbound training in Bidadari island 3 years ago, starting from walking on a rope, climbing the rope horizontally, going up to the tiny wooden stairs up to more than 5 meters and doing the flying fox eventually.
Mentally? My parents and siblings went in and out of the hospital countlessly. I have a parent who needed my attention constantly. Not to mention the ordeals I have had on my own.
So, indeed. I am physically and mentally strong. The question is 'Am i now?'
Too many things to think about. So many roles I have to put myself into. Hope I can sort things out.... Because I am so tired....
So very tired....
2 comments:
have you rested mba?
you always tell me that we are allowed to feel tired sometimes and to rest when we need to. hope to see you all fresh on monday =)
hehehe..it's true. that's what i always say to people. practicing to myself takes more effort. can't cure a doctor & the worst patient us the doctor.hahaha.i'll feel better soon...knowing that you will pray for me...GR deh gueeee.....
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